Right, write.
Ok so this is my first attempt at keeping any kind of blog/diary type thing and I'm still not sure whether I'll be any good at it so please be kind and if you can't be kind at least make your criticisms constructive.
Today is Wednesday and that means a new episode of V, which is now my solitary source of televisual awesomeness since 24 finished on sunday. I still can't really believe that 24 is over forever, it's been an annual ritual for the last 9 years and the final scene between Jack & Chloe made me shed a tear or two. I know there will probably be a series of films out in the future but it just won't be the same and just so you know, that was only the second time I've ever cried because of a tv show. The first time was watching the end of Stuart, A Life Backwards. A brilliant piece of film making with Tom Ford in and I urge you to seek it out, you will not regret it.
Something rather weird happened this week, I woke up on Monday morning expecting the usual mood that comes with having to get up and go to a job I have no interest in and can be down right, blood boilingly frustrating. However I seemed to have come to the realisation that it's ridiculous getting annoyed by things that I can't change or at least that aren't going to change for a while so why not just try and find the little things that make daily life that little bit better. This may be partly due to my discovering of the YouTube channel of a young lady called HayleyGHoover (http://www.youtube.com/user/hayleyghoover) & 5AG (http://www.youtube.com/user/fiveawesomegirls) So now everyday I find something that has made my day awesome in some way, and you know what it's actually kinda working.
I was getting to the point where I was finally going to admit defeat and go to see a doctor about getting some medication or psychotherapy for my depression but at the moment at least I feel I may be able to handle things a little better and who knows, even be able to get to a point where I can say i'm genuinely happy in some sense. There's always going to be bad shit happening in the world that I can't stop on my own and that is going to make my moods descend into their lowest regions but at least now I have a way to make each day bearable. Lets just hope that it lasts a good long while.
Today was awesome because I got new V and a couple of Nutnfancy vids to watch. Oh and there's only 2 more days of work until the weekend. Boo Ya!!!(I really shouldn't type or say that)
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